.. walking down the aisle ...

a bestfriend

Persahabatan itu ada karena dua orang yang merasa cocok satu sama lain dan kemudian menjalani pertemanan, jadi dari dua belah kan?

dan ketika salah satu merasa tidak dianggap sebagai sahabat, wajar kan kalo dia menjauh, dan ternyata ketika dia menjauh pun, yang dianggapnya sahabat tidak mencarinya sekalipun...

ternyata, aku cuma dianggap 'asisten'....

*air mataku menitik, dan aku ingin pergi jauh...

a moment of her

a very beautiful bride, she is my dearest friend, fani....

what a trip

It's a trip to get to know how my heart is about him... thanks God that I was finally letting him go... no jealousy, no heart feeling, no more blue feeling... I'm free!!!

But I realized something, a friend that I did love and care for all this time, didn't respect me at all... already felt that but still couldn't believe... the time had come, and I cried for that..

Friend is a family to me in this metropolitan city, so it's hurt, so deep...

But I felt sorry for my friend who did this to me... I know that I'm a good friend, and my friend had no right to do this to me...

So, let me live my life....
I will get through all our tickets and schedules that already arranged, but I know I can't stand for another..

Please respect and love your friends, they have hearts too...

*crying for nothing

How To Choose My Friends Lists To Be On My Private Trip

Many of my friends complained if I didn't ask them for my private trip, specially on the trip that need to book an airlines ticket, example : hunting for AirAsia's cheapest ticket.

Don't know why, I have some rules that I can't tell to most of my friends.

I will not ask her/him if I will go for hiking.
I will not ask her/him if the trip takes more than two days.
I will not ask her/him if the trip is about beaches and snorkeling.

The reasons is secret. It's about the feeling.

But I dont know why, I will not ask her/him to join my private trip again if he/she is muslim but not doing 'shalat'. Definitely, he/she will automatically remove from my list.

The conclusion is, it's always about the feeling to choose a friend for my private trip. Typical for 'woman'...