mimpi yang aneh

mimpi yang aneh, sama, dan berulang-berulang tentang seseorang... apakah itu jawaban?

aku masih bingung.... mungkin karena seseorang itu bukan yang kuharapkan...

dan semalam adalah mimpi yang kuinginkan, tapi hidup tidak selalu seperti yang kita inginkan bukan? karena sebenarnya Allah Yang Maha Segalanya...

Berusaha Lima Waktu

Keknya gak tepat untuk menulis ini secara lagi rame di TV soal Jemaah Ahmadiyah yang diserang..

Tapi, hilangkan semua prasangka... Agama adalah urusan dengan Tuhan... yang penting sebagai pribadi kita berusaha menjalankan apa yang kita yakini dengan benar, :)

Ini pengalamanku pertama kali keluar negeri dengan kondisi 90% penduduk adalah penganut Katholik.. jadi gak seperti di Indonesia yang gampang banget nemu musholla, di negara ini rada susah nyari masjid, apalagi makanan halal, hehehe...

Untuk bisa sholat, gak perlu lah di masjid, bisa dimana aja... jadi butuh usaha dan keyakinan untuk 'mau' sholat dimana aja... karena usaha untuk sholat pun, bisa berakhir tidak sholat karena tidak menemukan lokasi buat sholat, tapi semua bisa diusahakan to, :D
Jadi trip kali ini ada sholat di taman, sholat di bus, sholat di hotel, sholat di kapal...

Yang lucu pas sholat di taman, ngadepnya ke orang2 yang lagi pacaran, keluarga yang lagi bermain, dan tamannya merupakan taman di tengah2 mall... diliatin ? gak papa, dah biasa bukan jadi artis, hahaha....
paling gak asyik sholat di kapal pas island hopping, kalo pas sujud rasanya mau muntah, :D

Alhamdulillah, jadi gak ninggalin sholat...

Tulisannya ini bukan untuk 'pamer', cuma pengen berbagi aja...

a healing trip

after a heartbroken trip, i knew i need a healing trip to go... and the time was perfect, i had to go to bali for fani's wedding...

after the ceremony and the shopping for online shop, i took one night trip to ubud for my self...

walking alone
driving alone
eating alone
trekking alone
enjoying the dance alone (and with 70 bule)

and it works...

Alhamdulillah...

what a trip

It's a trip to get to know how my heart is about him... thanks God that I was finally letting him go... no jealousy, no heart feeling, no more blue feeling... I'm free!!!

But I realized something, a friend that I did love and care for all this time, didn't respect me at all... already felt that but still couldn't believe... the time had come, and I cried for that..

Friend is a family to me in this metropolitan city, so it's hurt, so deep...

But I felt sorry for my friend who did this to me... I know that I'm a good friend, and my friend had no right to do this to me...

So, let me live my life....
I will get through all our tickets and schedules that already arranged, but I know I can't stand for another..

Please respect and love your friends, they have hearts too...

*crying for nothing

the conversation with the bride

Me : How did you find him?
Her : at MP
Me : oh God
(Arca was standing beside me)

since that song 'I knew I loved You' by Savage Garden was playing on the radio, the moment he picked me up for the wedding, I felt that I hit by the truck again!

Lebaran

Lebaran is about family...

Coz I'm still single, the family tradition for mudik is a must.

...and the we will cook, and cook and cook on the fasting month.

.. and when the ied day is coming, we will go around Central Java to visit all the family...

This is our route every year :

Jogja - Klaten - Boyolali - Purwodadi (Pulokulon) - Purwodadi (Kluwan) - Demak (Dempet) - Jepara (Mayong), if still have the energy, :) - Jogja again

It is okey when we decided to rent a car, but if we didn't, so usually we will have a massage then, hahaha....

..and this year, we will cross the land by motorcycle...

Bismillah...

Ied's Eve 2010
1150 PM

the silent moment

I touch your shoulder
Then you will move close to me
So I can sleep on your shoulder

no words